Saturday, September 30, 2006
-- Define trust --
saw a funny uncle..he's really very cute..but...hem..he's dumb..i dun mean dumb as in stupid..i mean..he can't talk..you know..talk..but no voice come out...haha...he got a wife..though..blissful ar..think that's what love means bahz..different people just have different destiny and life..
tf just told me that he failed his java certification when we were playing badminton..hem..shocked..tot he was lying..but wf said he really fail..hmm...how can it be..pro failing java certification..but..well its nothing to him..its only like being robbed for 70 bucks..he doesn't care anyway..he's rich..i think..haha..but he just told me ytd that he want to save money..when i asked him to go cut his hair..hmm..
hearing that tf fail..make me lose my confidence..damn tons lots of confidence...but..i still kip trying to console and cheat myself that..nono...i'll pass alright..just do the 200 questions..and i'll pass..but hey..face it..our class..for now..only got shushan pass..and only pass by 8%..and the best in java de ren..failed!!
was wondering whether can i tell the teacher to postpone the test again..since teck hwee is only taking it when the nxt semester starts..i just don't dare to take..its not cause of the money though..its my confidence level..just getting lower and lower...fail again..i must rebuilt my confidence level all over again..but now..none of the module can make me gain my confidence level..except daytona and a maths..but hey..can't possibly ask me go do a maths siao..crazy..and daytona..its just a sort of lying to myself that i got something good...
at long last..i played pool today and went kbox today..didn't realise that i didn't went for pool for quite long..until the auntie say "很久没有看到你了..."saw wanqi..didn't change much..me n shiyun were saying after pool go take card neoprint..but..hmm..guess i was busy eating and she was busying talking to me..that we were standing at the traffic lights for half an hour..in the end..so late le.so didn't take neoprint..hmm..
truth are always hurting huh...
know what..the marcus..is not fulin's brother after all..realise it only when i saw that marcus email add..then start to think..fulin's surname is chua wad..but y marcus surname is song..hmm..went to confront them..he say he is fulin's bro..just that not real bro nia mahz..hem..okie..i know..i'm dumb..now this dumb really mean stupid..
chatting last nite in msn..not sure whether to trust fulin or trust marcus..though i know i should trust fulin..cause..well she's my friend..but..all evidence points to the fact that marcus is right..and fulin keep asking me to trust her..but how to trust her when she keep on doing this on and on..
anyway..not sure what's wrong with the world..people only start matchmaking when they are like 30..cannot get married or what..but nowadays de world..what..still like so young..then start matchmaking?!??!omg!!haix..still got so many chances lor..what for..siao..and so desperate for what..
anyway..have u ever heard of someone having a gpa of 1.0..omg..i just heard it..last nite..reason:slept late for exam...found more and more of my ka kee..just that i more lucky...got friends who will care and willing to wake me up...
Love is sour and bitter.
