Wednesday, March 28, 2007
-- Gentleman?? --
Recently been meeting too many gentleman…like last time…think its only few weeks ago.. When after my dinner with apss gang at revenue house.. At around 10pm plus.. Was waiting for bus 980…
When the bus came.. Was shocked that the bus.. Was packed…no.. Not packed.. Fully packed.. That I got to stand on the stairs…I was being squeezed at the door there.. Having to be hit dao when the door open/close….
Then.. There was this Indian young guy.. Think around his 20s…he offer me his standing place beside the driver.. I was like.. Oh.. Hmm… ok.. Thanks…so he exchange places with me.. Where now.. He stood at the stairs.. Sometimes hit by the door…one thing I regret for that day is I did not verbally thank him.. I only thank him inside.. Not sure why.. Maybe I was too tired.. But hey.. I did give him a smile as a sign of thanks!
And there was this guy.. Where I was on my way to work.. Taking the lift up.. This guy hold the lift for me and invite me in..
Today.. While in bus 855..On my way to work.. Still sleepy.. Didn’t have a proper breakfast as my mother overslept…so didn’t prepare anything..i was like standing and sleeping.. And there was a lot of people in the bus…well.. Working hours bahz.. Again.. Though sleepy.. I was still sub-consciously waiting for seats and looking around for signs of passengers standing up.. Preparing to leave their seats and the bus.. Novena.. Reached! But still standing with my heels.. at last! Someone stood up.. But not the seat in front of me.. it was the guy’s in front who was standing beside me.. ah… damn… after the woman left her seat.. the guy was like using his hands to prevent the seat from being taken away.. I was thinking “okie.. if you wana seat.. seat now! Else I’ll ask it from you ler.. cause I wana sleep!!”
But know what.. after the bus reached a bus stop, he turned his head to me and asked “you wana seat?”…
Oh… I see… hmm… I gratefully took the seat.. smile to him forgetting about the verbal thanks again.. and start to sleep once I sat down..
I started to think.. is being gentleman a thing that the guys wana do.. or is it they just wana impress the crowd and people around them?
Hm..
Love is sour and bitter.
-- brain too fast.. --
Is my brain too fast?
Was always wondering why sometimes people don’t understand what I’m talking about…
Like…
A: You don’t drink Yakult ar?
Me: I drink everything.
A: huh?
Me: I drink anything.
A: huh?
Me: I drink Yakult (gave up)
A: oh…
And…
B: you drink milk?
Me: is there a possibility that I don’t drink milk?
B: huh?
Me: couldn’t be I don’t drink milk..
B: huh?
Me: I drink milk (once again gave up)
B: oh I see..
And one more…
C: You ate?
Me: very full
C: orh..so..u ate?
Me: need go toilet to flush out everything ler…
C: disgusting…but you still haven’t answer my question on whether you eaten..
Me: I ATE!!! (walked off pekchek)
Yeah..that’s why I was always wondering why people don’t understand what I’m talkin about..they only understand when I answer them directly…why why?
Nan dao really is cause my brain travel too fast..that I must always answer people the 2nd/3rd sentence that I think they’ll asked….
Maybe that’s why I can’t do logic programming?
Love is sour and bitter.
Tuesday, March 27, 2007
-- funny.. --
Love is sour and bitter.
Wednesday, March 14, 2007
-- titleless.. --
ah..why why...why am i feeling so sianz..so many days le lea..
isit pms?
or isit other things...ah..sianz!
stupid..still gt to go for ipp tml..
i tink its pms..
but no...shouldn't be..then what isit...stupid..really stupid...
Love is sour and bitter.
Monday, March 12, 2007
-- blue blue..my fav color... --
first thing..
want to thank panda for accompanying me to talk last night..when i'm having sunday blues...thanks for inviting me to ur hse for shark fin..even though no more ler..but at least you still wana reserve some for me..even though you never even eat dao..yea..thanks for answering my weird weird question..didn't know you'll spend the whole night thinking about it..lolx..hmm..but the fact still remain that no one can manage to find the one which can meet the 2 conditions..but no matter what...i'll still continue to find...
second..thanks to panda again..giving me morning call...when even though i'm awake and lying on the bed..didn't want to go to work..u called..woke me up..and make me realise that the fact remains that i still need to go for my attachment...and thanks for calling when i'm on my way to work..in the bus..to accompany me to talk..and hai u let ur mother say..did i?hmm...go for holiday..still need to pei me talk..trying to cheer me up..thanks sia!
as i said..enjoy...for me..hahaha...i'm okay now..i think..
third..thanks to jonathan..for letting me know the facts of life..and letting me know life is liddat..don't like..jus heck care..it only matters of whether you are happy or not..and..stop laughing at rain!
fourth..about my day today..spend 2 hr doing the coding..of course..the duration of time..include nodding of head...trying hard not to fall aslp..the rest of my day in the office..is jus staring at the computer..and listening to music..playing minesweeper..solitaire..lunch..went to hans with yangu to eat..took a long lunch of 1 and a 1/2 hr again..since boss is not around..
fifth..i need help..on that java program..listen to jonathan?heck care and tell him i don't know how to do..or try and try again..while staring at the computer..waiting for my day to end...
send me some signals bahz...and one more think..i think my blue is back..ah..why ar..why..how come it is always back...sianz...i wonder whether i'll wake up again tml...no..is stay lying on the bed again..
Love is sour and bitter.
Sunday, March 11, 2007
-- first week of ipp..end... --
friday..5th day of my work..last day of the week...can i say..the happiest day for office people..since friday..530pm..end work..and its last day of the week..but..well well well...woke up damn late..45mins late..only woke up at 615am..only manage to leave house at 7am..well well well..was late..as predicted..so have no choice but to only leave the office at 6pm..sad..ah..
that day..friday..was my boss's birthday..when i was getting ready for my lunch break..janson came and asked me to follow him..he told me its kumar..which is my boss birthday..i was like..ooo..jimmy confess that he don't know how to put a candle..oh gosh..20 plus de ren duno hw to put a candle..so janson put..but know what..looking at the way he put..i realise he didn't know how too..so i tell him "hey..hey..give it to me..not liddat put de.."..lolx..came to realise that boss is already 53..which he doesn't look like 53..and i thought he was only 30plus..he looked so young..and so hyper and energetic..which makes me tot that he's 30 plus nia..i start to wonder..whether the jimmy and janson..whom i thought are the only 2 guys which are 20 plus in the office..the only 2 guys whom i thought are the only ones which i can click..are they 30 plus ler?since if i can mistook a 53 guy as a 35 yr old man..hm..i wonder..nxt time..got chance..i shall asked the age of the 2 guys...
well..after singing of the birthday song..kumar then cut the coffee cake..we were laughin at how he is demolishing the cake instead of cutting the cake..the cake was nice though..really nice..jimmy said he told the baker to put extra coffee inside..duno whether he is bullshitting or its real..well...then they talked about me..asking what i feel of the working environment and people here..i say "not bad"..and everyone started nodding their head..then a guy..tink ard 28 bahz..called wei qiang..started to say "not bad..means very bad then...cause cannot say bad mahz..so the next choice below good is not bad"..okie..he's forcing me to say good..so i told them actually its good..no..very good..to man zhu them...thn they started to talk about betting..and asked me to shut my ears off..since i'm still a kid..told them i'm already 19..not a kid anymore..can buy bets ler..jimmy..the guy-man-soccer-like..thn started to say "hey..dun liddat..maybe ppl already buy soccer ler.."..i jus smile it off..without acknowledging that i really did bet on soccer..he's a chelsea fan anyway..which means..my opposition..
after work..went to amk lib..and eat dinner with wf..reach home ard 9pm..stunned to see nobody's home yet...parents busy at work..sis..went jack place with her fren for dinner...great..
sat..went out to watch pursuit of happiness..ate pizza hut..and played arcade with wf...saw goldie at arcade..she crazy...yea..she is..and she asked me some questions..which i shall not said out..hmm..it shall remain a secret..forgot to ask her which sch she is at now..after that..went home..wf came and hab dinner at my hse tgt..and yar..played some cards..shall post the video up..hehex...of the xi nu ai le..woot..
today..whole day at home..woke up damn late..and when my mother saw me having my breakfast at 3pm..she jus go "haix"..and walked away..was still tired though..
got a headache..and fulin told me she's not going to work tml..mc..omg..how i wish i was sick too...so can get mc and slp at home instead of going to work..but if sick..let me be sick only on tuesday bahz..cause tml..meeting yangu for lunch..yar..
anyway..ah..shark fin..if you know what i mean..that person..i'll wait..lalala..
:P
Love is sour and bitter.
Saturday, March 10, 2007
-- wednesday...thursday.. --
wednesday..woke up at 5:45am..was 15 mins late...in waking up..but amazingly..guess wad time i reach the office...7:45am..and i almost overshot...was sleeping...suddenly jump up when i saw vivo..guess the bus uncle understand and wait for me to be conscious..as i was walking dizzly...shaking left and right..
nobody was there when i reach 12th floor..door locked..with 2 newspaper stuck at the door..was planning to go back 1st floor to walk walk ard...turn back towards the lift..then change my mind..as the moment i reach 1st floor..should be 8am ler..someone should be there ler..so i turn back to the direction of the office..saw the malay lady reach ler..jus nice..she so stunned to see me..see my sleepy..jus awoken face..asked me why i so early and all..was shocked oso..bus so fast that day..i haven had enuff of slp..
sis came to find me for lunch today..but..stupid lar..she came from raffles place..then jus to eat mac with me?!?!diao..and give me a stupid reason for helpin her to buy..
went home at 7pm that evening..as alot of things not done yet..wanted to continue doin after 7pm..but server was down..so..too bad?
reach home..damn tired..so didn't came online to update my 2 right and left hand members..who's helping me with all the upcoming events..chat with wf...that nite..but only for a short 20 mins..his hp no more money...20 mins overseas call...4dollars..rmb..omg..ex!
thursday...woke up more late..at 6:15am..45mins late...reach at 831am..one day later than the other..ah..went to find sis for lunch today..damn far..lunch duration..1 and a half hour..when i come back..can feel boss's eyes following me..but i pretend i don't know anything..hmm..
went home at 645pm today..earlier...since boss came to tell me ler..haven finish..nvm..tml continue..dun worry..cox ppl go ask him why torture me..give me so many work until i gt to work OT ar..no..not OT..cox no extra pay..tried to take 166..damn far...reach home only at ard 9pm plus..
i shall continue tml..now..tired..going slp ler..nitex..
Love is sour and bitter.
Friday, March 09, 2007
-- interesting... --
something i read which i find it interesting...
the fact that 199 out of 200 applicants for every programming job can’t write code at all. I repeat: they can't write any code whatsoever.
Write a program that prints the numbers from 1 to 100. But for multiples of three print "Fizz" instead of the number and for the multiples of five print "Buzz". For numbers which are multiples of both three and five print "FizzBuzz".
Most good programmers should be able to write out on paper a program which does this in a under a couple of minutes. Want to know something scary? The majority of comp sci graduates can't. I’ve also seen self-proclaimed senior programmers take more than 10-15 minutes to write a solution.
A surprisingly large fraction of applicants, even those with masters' degrees and PhDs in computer science, fail during interviews when asked to carry out basic programming tasks. For example, I've personally interviewed graduates who can't answer "Write a loop that counts from 1 to 10" or "What's the number after F in hexadecimal?" Less trivially, I've interviewed many candidates who can't use recursion to solve a real problem. These are basic skills; anyone who lacks them probably hasn't done much programming.
Speaking on behalf of software engineers who have to interview prospective new hires, I can safely say that we're tired of talking to candidates who can't program their way out of a paper bag. If you can successfully write a loop that goes from 1 to 10 in every language on your resume, can do simple arithmetic without a calculator, and can use recursion to solve a real problem, you're already ahead of the pack!
yea...so..i tink i'm ahead of the pack bahz..since i can code tis kinda easy craps..but not what jimmy jus ask me to..scanning of programs..i guess..if i ask jimmy to write the above..he won't know how..so can i proud to say that .. i'm better than a system analysit?
one more thing..have you ever heard that you can't use a particular software..reason "your browser is too new"...funny huh..i jus heard it..where people started scolding the software dumb!
hahahhaa..
Love is sour and bitter.
Thursday, March 08, 2007
-- 2nd day of ipp...tuesday.. --
tuesday..reach at 820am...not late..the moment i sat down..started to work...its like a never-ending flow of water from the river..and the water is the work...boss came to give me more work..saying that that's for the rest of my day as he's taking half day leave...
okay..that's alright..since my purpose of attachment is to work..but sometimes i really wonder..why is fulin so bored..why is she always complaining that she got nothing to do..isit that staff here are too friendly that they wana me to learn..or isit that they are too free that they cared about me too much..or maybe its jus from fulin side..that the staff there don't bother about her so they jus give her nothin to do..that she keep mass emailing me..okay..i was emailing her and xz tgt..since i'm using boss's acc..got the access of internet..muhahhaa...
after lunch..at around 4-5pm..a guy called jimmy came to talk to me..and he started to ask me some stuffs..so we went to his table..and he started to show me the system he's doing and those codes..and started to ask me to help him solve the streaming images of problem..gosh..damn..he kip asking in chinese "how..any ideas ma"..
i told him..i go back check internet ler thn tell u..so i started mass-emailing xz and fulin..and sms panda to ask...realise smses are too ex for me...so didn't reply panda anymore..hmm..paiseh hor!now me poor..got to pay for my everything on my own..even my hp bills!!
i rmb something that we learn in java..wad filereader...inputstreamreader de...file writer..bla bla bla de..so i went to internet to check filereader..thn started to think that maybe can use filereader to store the image file and stream to web...i walked back to his desk..not sure of my ans..when i wanted to back out and walk back to my seat..he saw me and stopped me..asking me how..so i breathe in..and say "filereader"..he was at there "huh"...luckily the guy sitting beside him..called wad "janson" ar...know and heard about tis filereader thingy..phew...so he tookover me and told him about the process of filereader and everything..i tink dat jimmy is chinese speaking at home de bahz..1st time c me jiu speak chinese to me..thn when he's suppose to speak eng to janson..he..himself..without an urge..started to speak chinese..back to me..since janson don't understand chinese..
went back to my seat..after he say he try to do..and continue my testing of system..loading so slow..and server is always down..that i drank 2 cups of mocha..which before i start attachment..i won't even start to drink coffee...
but know what..i still fall aslp..
went home at 7pm..as things were uncompleted...wanted to continue to do..but server down..so too bad...
shall update on wednesday onwards again tml..late ler...dun wana be late tml..wana reach early..n go home early..
Love is sour and bitter.
Monday, March 05, 2007
-- first day of ipp --
dying..dying..ipp..omg..omg...
sianzness..boredness....tiredness...loneliness dat i kip go walk to my boss's place to tok..boss not ard..i sianz..boss ard..i go disturb him...
envy jw..11am plus jiu go home from work ler...
my table de drawer still gt cockcroaches..make me sit my leg up when even if i wearing skirt..
com so slow..no msn...
reading 34 pages of urs and 19 pages of user manual guide...
server down..more sianz..
nobody invite me to lunch..
department is like 1 indian and 3 philipino...only gal there..and only chinese there...
every morning mus wake up so early...when i reach home today is 845pm...
slp in bus..having to worry about my robber..molester..perverts..crazy people..
and whether did i overshot..almost overshot today..
come back home..still need to do cca stuffs..
ah...going to slp now...buai...wondering how many i going to get thru tis 3months life..
shall ask yangu come find me on wed...thn maybe yj..yl...n sher on fri..
thn maybe wun be so pathetic...
wana go lunch..ppl tot i wana go toilet..still bring me go..fainting of hunger...
ah...nite..
Love is sour and bitter.
Sunday, March 04, 2007
-- the exam days.. --
realise long time since i've blogged..feb 15..last real post..though i've posted a video clip up at feb 25..but..oh..its still long..well...been busy with exams..sweng paper..was quite satisfied..since i've made enuff preparations...well..throughout the exams..have been in amk lib to study..i think it have become a habit..or that lib is a place where there's no distractions for me...and i can really sit down and study..at home..i couldn't study..not even complete 2 chapts..maybe cause there's just too much distractions...but at lib..i could study..amazingly..was shocked when eugene came..he said that he haven't start revision as he was busy working..when people are busy pai nian-ing..but know what..even though he say he have not start..the moment he sit down..he did not start studying..he start complaining in fact..of not havig holidays..of after exam..go fypj..wad cannot go genting..bla bla bla..
after my sweng paper..some guys..me and xz went to amk central to have our lunch..then only me..mw n jiawei went back amk lib to continue the chioning of exam..next paper..dmid..well...actually i was waiting for my parents..meet my parents to go somewhere..the 3 of us sat down...jia wei still got full loads of energy i guess...as the moment he sat down he start flipping the dmid notes..wanted to take out my notes..but realise that my lecture notes is not with me..fall aslp on the sofa..can't blame me..only got 3 hrs of sleep that day..parents were late for like more than an hour..went to watch a movie to distress myself..after movie..was still quite stress..not sure why..maybe not enough sleep bahz..went home..first thing i do when i step into the house..is sort of quarrel with my mother..went back my room to sleep..since i was tired..but couldn't sleep..how could a person possibly be able to sleep jus after a quarrel..so i went to cycle..cycle like hell..but inside complaining that the speed is not enough..not enough to bring me to another world..another dimension..
the next day...went to amk lib..sama sama..amazingly..i was the first to reach there..so started to msg wf and mw...asking why tf not here yet..mw says that he's coming from home now..and jiawei is on the way ler..so i start without them lor..chapt 1..okie..bla bla bla...the moment i finish chapt 1..wf came..thn tf came..he said that he 12pm then woke up..when i reach at 12pm..lolx...anyway..me..mw and wf..was amazingly concentrated and hardworking that day..we manage to complete half of the whole book in like 3 hrs plus..
well dmid paper..was not as good as i expected..i expect to get an A..but after the paper..i think maybe an A is not possible..but at least give me a B+ bahz..after paper..went to arcade for a while to relax..know what..that day..my tapz card top up to 50 plus dollar..well they having a promotion..new year promotion...if you top up 28 bucks that day..they give u another free 28 bucks free..yeah...cool huh..went home after that..tired...1 day left to chiong my os..
complete 1 chapt..then went to bed..going amk lib early tml to chiong..tuesday..chionging os..i was not as concentrated as the day when i chiong for dmid..did not realise that the next day would be the paper ler..maybe cause the subject is os bahz..not as interested as other paper..
didn't manage to complete studying os..still got 2 more chapters to do..what i can do..is hope they don't take up too much percentage in the paper...that day..something happen making me feel disgusted...disappointed and shameful..i hate the day 28 feb 2007..i started thinking of 4 guys..you hui..jonathan..wf..and alan...was feeeling down on that day..before i took the paper..which is not good..since will get distracted...went sch..to mit panda and leslie..going to study..went their club room to study..saw jason in the club room..so went to talk to him..hiding my emotions..talking to him...makes me feel better..330pm..talk to him for so long ler..so went back to the legion club room..where panda started teaching me os..i clear all my doubts..i tink more than 20% of marks are from him de...i was totally alright after that..after all the talking from leslie and panda...i stopped thinkin about that stuffs..and happily walked together with them to go to the exam hall..
i think my blog are getting boring...never..write till here...later then continue..
Love is sour and bitter.
