letters.from.HELL

Monday, May 26, 2008

-- november...is the month that the result of a particular thing will be out..i hope everything will be fine.. --

been about 2 wks since update..

these 2 wks..been busy...with lots of emotions..happiness...sadness..anger inside me..fear..wadever u can tink of..i can i've felt it during these 2 wks..

not busy in things..but busy with feelings...

DRIVING
first thing first people..is that i pass my driving..yes..i got my license..i can now drive anywhere i want..provided that i got a car..pass with 6 points..which i'm surprised myself..4 points is from when i doing my directional change..the tester say that i check safety of behind..but did not check safety at the corner left..another 2 points..is quite stupid..it is fail to fasten seat belt..well..i moved off immediately..since i feel not a need to do any more changes to the side mirror rear mirror..or wadever..i did all these arrangement during warm-up..but i forgotten all about the safety belt..thing is..the tester didn't notice either..the moment i move up..i realised it..so i started pondering whether to tell him or not..and somehow..there's this naive thinking of me that if i told him..he won't deduct marks..since it was supposed to be his job..

well..result..he deduct it..maybe i shouldnt told him after all..

WORK
second thing is about work..i wanna rant about my job..but i think..before i do that..i need to do some changes to the security of my blog..i don't wanna get fired so soon..no..i should say..i don't wanna get 'friend aka partner' knowing what i'm thinking...

anyway..my presentation on the just past tuesday..SUCKS!hem...

HOLIDAY

went malaysia on the long week end..may 17 to may 19..went to coral resort..and crystal cave(translated from chinese)..basically..i think this trip..60-70% of the time..i'm slping..cause 60-70% of the time were spent travelling..by bus..so what do you do during this time?sleep of course...the food was not bad..except for the breakfast..the breakfast at the resort..and the hotel..totally sucks..its the worst breakfast i have when going overseas for holiday..lunch and dinner..were all at restarant..

okie..cut short..2 things that is memorable of this trip..1st..is the toilet in malaysia..is WOW!so dirty..i even experience pee-ing into a small hole..on the floor..a really really small hole..of course..i'm not a guy..i can't aim..so well..you can imagine how it is...even the toilet at malaysia custom..the basin tap..there's tap..but not water...cool huh...luckily i got wet tissue with me..

2nd thing is..well..this trip..me and my sis were the youngest..the next youngest is my parents..after them..the rest is like..those grandmother age...and well..can u imagine them sitting on the speedboat..speeding around the sea?they did that...even an old lady with the age of 80+..did that..result..she was alright..but another 60+ old lady..was not..as soon as we reach back singapore..she was send to hospital..her spine..3 broken pieces..sad thing was..her family..not one is willing to take care of her..i'm not sure what to say of this incident..sometimes..things just happen...due to what oneself did..

well..this is what i heard..this 60+ old lady..who got into an accident..during the speedboat adventure..she did not seat properly on the bench..she..sat on the front of the speedboat..the rear front..which is not supposed to be seated..and her friends..told her to come down and sit with them..she rejected..which resulted in her back being injured..no..her spine..due to the impact of the speedboat going up and down..another thing was..when everyone was at the temple praying..she was criticizing the whole thing..i mean..hey..its okie..to not believe in which god or which god..but its not right..to criticize one god..you don't believe..its okie..but its a must to respect god..no matter which religion...there must have a reason..why will people believe in the one religion..

but well..i must say that she is considered lucky..that her nerve is not broken..
you know..outside..there ur fats/skin...and your backbone spine..underneath it..is ur nerve..n if ur nerve is break..you'll become paralyzed forever..which is also known as vegetable being..i must say..she's lucky that her spine is broken..but not her nerve..god bless her..

hope her family will care about her more..no matter what she did..she's still a family....

this..let me think of this video:

i wonder..what will happen to her now....

BIRTHDAY
May 20..is Mr huang wei's 23th birthday..on tuesday..which is also the day that i had my sucky presentation..well..we left office at 12pm..and went straight to vienna..to celebrate with him..till 2pm..then we went back to office..and went straight to have my presentation..ate alot..and know more about each other more..but well..i must say that..though its a reali reali nice lunch..tis kinda of lunch..cannot have it too often..result of having too much of this kinda of lunch will be die of high chlorestrial..(not sure of spelling)..die of bankruptcy..die of fats..die of heart attack..die of food poisoning..so..better to be safe..eat NORMAL food!!

website of that place: http://www.viennabuffet.com/welcome.asp

GRADUATION
had my graduation on may 21st..finally..after 3 yrs of study..i've graduated..and got myself a diploma in information technology..took alot of photos that day...and the 2secs on stage..that i remembered complaining to one of my lecturers..stating that its too short..for anything..and she suggest giving me a 5min on stage..i'm glad that she did not mean it..as the 2secs on stage..was enuff to make me nervous till i cant think..i dun even know what i'm doing..until the moment i'm off the stage..and saw my 'da jie'(big sis)..cher pei hua standing there..she congrats me..and i started shaking her hand like mad..like what she do to me..thn i know i'm back to myself...crazy as ever..

after the graduation..i was too busy taking photos..that i forgot all about collecting my cert before 8pm..luckily my nan ren collected it for me already..without me knowing it..after that..ard 830pm++ then me and my class..went for dinner..at city hall..a japanese dining place..where inside..consists of alot of japanese style food..call 'shokubu' or 'shohobu'...i forgot..what's the name..ate till around near 11pm..when the shop is closing..then we went home..reach home..12am..hem..and i took taxi from amk to home..ah...my pocket..need to be sewed soon..and pay day is still quite far..

MS SHAREPOINT TRAINING
i guess i have the most relaxing work week this week..reason: monday is labour day..public holiday..tuesday..work..+ huang wei bdae..no working mood..wednesday..graudation day..whole day no need work..thursday+friday..went for ms sharepoint training at nyp..no need work too..cool huh...whole week..only tuesday working..how i wish every wk is this way..n i still get my full pay..share wendy lam during the training..can see she's quite proud to see the graduates back to sch for ms sharepoint training..i'm happy to see her too...haha..and erm..comments for the training..i tink i know how to use now...but i still don't get it..why is this consider a new software?!?!and...is it even a software...hmmmmmmmmmmmm~

Love is sour and bitter.

Tuesday, May 13, 2008

-- retarded me.. --

a video of me made up of photos..done by a very free person..

Love is sour and bitter.

Wednesday, May 07, 2008

-- MUHAHAHAAHHA~ --

been waiting and waiting for so long..from the time i reached here..i been
waiting for 10am..anxious for something to do..1000am..YES!wait wait wait..

well..the meeting was supposed to be 3pm yesterday..but due to his another
meeting ended late..he say postpone to tml 10am..so okie..

1005am..buay ta han..'msn' him..'halo..meeting now?or...'

no reply..wait wait wait..11am..

no reply..wait wait wait..12pm..

bore bored boring boredom..

1230pm..lunch..ate roti john..and we play uno stacko again..tis time..with
more people..hera and yana each lost once..so they got to sing a song..tgt
with huang wei..

came back at 2pm..but..still no reply from him..gone case..so i started my
rotting process again..

3pm..gave up hope..continue to rot..and omg...haix..

4pm..still rotting..

until..4pm++..

yes..at last..he replied me..asking me to go over..

thn we went to meeting room..and tgt with manjulah..start the meeting...

yes..now got things to do..at last!!FOR SO LONG!!

well..going home soon now..go find my nan ren first..he reached here at 515pm.
.hmm...

buai~

Love is sour and bitter.

-- too bored..quiz.. --

75%

Love is sour and bitter.

Tuesday, May 06, 2008

-- JOURNEY HOME~ --

OUCH!!DAMN PAIN...FELL DOWN WHILE WALKING OUT OF IRAS BUILDING TO MY BUS STOP..STUPID ME..STUPID LEG..AND I CANT STAND UP STRAIGHT WHEN I FELL..FELL AGAIN WHEN I TRY TO STAND UP..SO DAMN PAIN THAT I REALISE THAT I WAS MAKING A FACE FACING TWO WOMAN WALKING BY..THEY LOOKED AT ME AND I ACTED NORMAL...THEN THEY WALKED AWAY...

FELT THE NUMBNESS..BUT DIDNT BOTHER TO CHECK..ONLY CONTINUE WALKING..TOO TIRED..

IN BUS..GOT STEPPED BY A MAN..DOUBLE MY SIZE..BY HIS WORKING SHOES'S HEEL..ON MY RIGHT LEG..I WAS TRYING HARD NOT TO SCREAM...BUT SEEMS LIKE HE DIDNT REALISE HE WAS STEPPING ON ME..FOR SO LONG..UNTIL I STARED AT HIM..THN HE TILTED HIS HEAD ABIT..AND WAVE TO ME..AS A SIGN OF SORRY..GOSH..STEPPED SO LONG..AND TILTED HIS HEAD A FEW DEGREES BACK NIA..TO SHOW THAT HE'S SORRY..AND SNATCH SEAT WITH ME!!GRR!!!!!!!!

REACH HOME..INSTALLED REAL PLAYER..THEN FELL ASLEEP WHEN I WANTED TO GO BATH..SET AN ALARM OF 8PM TO WAKE MYSELF UP IN CASE I FELL ASLEEP..WOKE UP AT 9PM..REALISE THAT OUCH...THE PAINESS STARTS NOW..AFTER I GET SOME REST..MY KNEECAP..STIL OKIE..NO BLEED..BUT PAIN..WORST IS MY BIG TOE ON MY LEFT FOOT..FEELS LIKE THE BONE DISLOCATED..CAN FEEL IT..

GOSH..DAMN IT..TIRED..

BYE..

STILL IN PAIN..DON'T WANNA TALK...NITE~

Love is sour and bitter.

Sunday, May 04, 2008

-- --

well..here are some of the pics taken from tinzar's birthday..i know i'm abit slow..but..well...here goes..

okie..due to the main actress's of no confidence..i'm force to take off the video..so poor thing..hem..

surprised and happy does she look huh..