letters.from.HELL

Thursday, December 13, 2007

-- Green Campus Day --

i send this email on 10 Dec 3plus pm..

Mr Guru,

is excuse letter provided for Green Campus Day?And, think plans need to be changed, seems like SIT and SEG will not be able to participate, and almost all the committee members too, SIT say they have their own events and will not be able to participate, and SEG and SCL and almost all of our committee members state that they have common test, and want to study for their exams.

So, i was thinking of doing it, but not involving all the clubs, just those who can be involved like SHS, and maybe doing of like making recycled paper placed in the atrium, letting people who passes by to participate.

Regards,
Pek Hwa

he replied this on the same day at 5plus pm..

Hi Pek Hwa,

I'm on leave and will be back on Wednesday and may not be available as we've a busy schedule in the morning. For all stores please seek Mr Arshad assistance. Email me the name list in the attach list and I'll have them ready on 12 Dec. For the display boards for the teams, please contact Mr Arshad and he'll issue them from the Table-tennis corner.

Regards,
Guru

and after discussing with shushan i send this to him..on 11 Dec 2pm plus..

Hi Mr Guru,

There have been a lot of problems in organising this "Green Campus Day" event. In the past, we were still able to solve all these problems, but seems like the problems that came up during the process of organising this event were not able to solve.

We were held up by the clean and green week event which was at bishan, so are not able to hold green campus on time. Moreover, we realise that the latest date that we were able to hold this even was during december, as january would be open house event. Therefore, considering the two weeks holiday, we decide to hold one before school holiday, and discussing with all the committees involved, we decided to hold it on friday, last day of school. However, as you said, the director said that friday will not be a suitable date, and asked us to consider Wednesday. Knowing that it was a common test period, we still go ahead and agree on wednesday, as other dates later than that would not be quite possible. But now, seems like nobody is able to participate in the event.

SIT said that they'll be busy with their christmas event and will not be able to particiapte. SEG did not manage to find any people. The rest of the clubs except SHS did not give any replies. Even the committee members are not able to participate due to their common test. And halfway through, Maya sent me an sms and told me that she wants to quit as a committee member, Yee Leng told me that she's too stress, and her mother even called me. Qing Qing and Yangdi who are supposed to help too are having common test and would not be able to help.

All this happen suddenly, and the event is too near to make any changes now.

Last night, me and shushan have discussed and was thinking of cancelling the event, if we continue, the event may be a failure, if we postpone, we'll be busy with open house and maybe the result will be the same again. And both of us are year 3, the final year for us. We are at a lost of what to do as in, if we handover, who can we pass on to?

We're sorry for any inconviences caused and willing to accept any consequences.

Deepest apologies,
Pek Hwa and the committees.

this is his reply..sent today at 8am plus in the morning..

Pek Hwa and Shushan,

I'm disappointed. This is no good and the excuse is unsatisfactory. One can't cancel an event on the day itself. You had more than one month to work on this and inform me if you can't proceed. I've to take the Atrium spot from another user for this event. How can we explain to would be users when they pass by and see nothing on today?
Guru

Love is sour and bitter.

Tuesday, December 11, 2007

-- effects of army.. --

People..look at what i saw in friendster..my sec sch fren aaron..before army and after army..look at what army has done to him..i guess its really tough huh..gosh manz...he's really a change guy now...and..omg...xuan yu is a commandor eh..n tis guy in the photo is a private..a private..hm..isit the private who gets the max training..hmm...

anyway..am gonna ask him whether if it'll help in growing taller in army..he seems to grow taller..

anyway..talked and discussed with shushan..and decisions made...

guess its really not meant to be bahz..there's a curse on this!!

damn..haix...

Love is sour and bitter.

Saturday, December 08, 2007

-- cai hong --

well..since got people complain my ipp mate dun sing very well..cox its dat person..but not the voice..which i tot he sing quite well..that's why i put..but when i was listening n listening..sis suddenly say "who sing de?y kip out of tune..." so i decided to change to the original singer..jay chou..but well..need some time to look for that song..so please bear for it awhile ba..and please look at the video bahz..though these kinda of stories always happen..but i still tot that its nice...and touching n always made me feel xin suan..cause just because of the health..wadever disease or wad..two person loving each other..just got separated..heaven's being cruel..wanting one party to leave another party alone in this cruel world..

if you were to let me choose..and that guy were to die one month later..i rather being informed by him himself..and help him and myself through for the rest of the one month..at least i still get to say goodbye to him..telling him how much i love him..

see the video bahz..

Love is sour and bitter.

Wednesday, December 05, 2007

-- stucked.. --

m i dead?hmm..

stucked at doing UI..n tis afternoon..i still tell th.."aiyar..can de lar..i left abit..jus put in the chart i done..jiu okie ler..."

he kip stressing n asking me..but tis is realli wad i tot..left the chart putting..

but i forgot about the changing of pics..n now..i'm stucked..

wanted to look in the net..but i dun even noe wad to search for..

yes..i'm still prototyping...

Love is sour and bitter.

-- show me a sign.. --

sianess...these few days..doesn't seem to have much appetite..not sure why..just don't feel like eating...or maybe those food dun appeal to me..not sure...just...duno...

today..while in koufu..during break time..when they eating..i didn't hab appetite..after like walkin few rounds around koufu..thn i tot i shld at least buy something..so bought ta suan...yellow beans with you tiao?

finish all the you tiao..but the yellow beans..like never touch dao..too sweet...no..that's just an excuse i give to th n guys..just..dun feel like eating?

yl call me when i jus seat down after buying ta suan...asking me to help her check her mail..i rejected...saying..i couldn't hear her..could she sms me or wad...n she rejected again..felt that she feels like crying..and she just gave me her email address and pwd..i wrote it down...

forgot to scan my card for NE..since its always manual attendance..well..the time i scanned was 1412pm...

when i left sch...felt abit of emptiness in my stomach..so i went to the hawker behind yckss to eat..bought cai fan..when i was ordering for food..the guy behind who was cooking..from my side glance..he was cooking with lots of actions..cause the whole body is moving?n i felt him looking at me..so i looked up at him..n he's smiling at me..thn he say "hi"...i smile back as a gesture of politeness..i continue to buy my food..but he still continue to do big actiosn and smile at me..so i smile back again..when i was paying..he talked to me..not sure what he say..didnt make any effort to listen..so i just smile and say "thank you"..went back to my seat..and sat down..saw his head come out..n glance where i'm seating..but when he saw the nan ren seating beside me..he glance for few more times and stop..wanted to tell my nan ren..but dared not..

guess what..i didnt finish my food again...

still feeling sianess..and the jaw problem came again..what's going on with me...

at night..dinner..not hungry..but felt i at least got to eat...eat 3 or 4 mouth..thn i felt full..so drank soup..and went to grab an apple for fruit time..thn here i'm eating..

its late..but things not done...nothing pushing me to move on..did found any ways to motivate myself..found no reason..cca..7 more days..to my club closing ceremony..studies..depressing..BI..its...undescribe-able...yl...what shld i do about her..her email..do i even have time to login her account to check..what to do..everything..messed up...show me a sign heaven...

not yet bath..feels comfortable in this outfit..its what i wanted..the feeling of this shirt n short..the smell of it..sounds like a pervert huh...

how's tml going to be like..i ponder..

Love is sour and bitter.

Sunday, December 02, 2007

-- sentosa.. --

went to sentosa today with my class..before that..went harbourfront center to eat mac breakfast...while lining up to buy tickets..guess wad..yl's mother call me..telling me her daughter sitution..n ask me to spare her the stress...i was like..wow..her mother..n i wonder..how many people parents actually talk to me on phone...that guy's mother..jia min's father..yangu's father n mother..hong yan's mother..my nan ren de mother..n now..add on one more..yl's mother..wad can i say other than asking her to rest more..when her mother told me her daughter's illness fu fa..knew something was not right wen saw her house phone number tis morning..my brain kip telling me not to answer the call..but my heart still make me answer it..so well conclusion..wad i told her is "dun worry so much..dun stress so much..rest more..i'll take care of everything.." i sound so easy huh..but i guess that's the only thing i can say to a stressed out person?i can only say its my fate..and its not too good right?wen people told me 2 days ago "i treat u as a TRUSTED FRIEND so i'm telling u bla bla bla"..yea..since ppl already declared fren to me..wad else can i do..?take care of all things then..guess i gt no other choice..do i?thoughts of abandoning the club keeps floating up..but too bad..its a things call 'responsibility'...

reach siloso beach..guess wad..saw jason there..jason pan...playing volleyball..

klz starts playing with frisbies(not sure of the correct spelling)..thn street soccer..thn rugby..thn captain ball...with intervals of them going down the water..well..of course..me stay away from water..phobia phobia..dun ask y..

n know wad..while i was resting under the tent..guess who i saw..sher n bf...cool sia..one small little place can see 2 familiar persons at one go..

jason came to chat with me...complain to him all the cca thing..trying to hint him of the garbage..lolx..but he jus smile..n talk of gathering..oh..nice smile..hem..ah!

the klz wen marina bay for buffet steamboat dinner..zhen fa huo hai xiang..while me..went grandfather house..been long since i went..can see the smiling face of grandparents wen they saw me..maybe should go up more often?hm..but..but...but....yea...u know...

felt pain..needles of pain..from sunburned..my both hand have a whole stretched of red..legs too..but my face..only the lower parts hab..as the upper parts cover by my hair so no sunburned there..hurt myself too..just a small injury...from the playing of those games..fell down quite alot of times..first time was wen playing frisbies..wen snatching with th...he fell first..while trying to catch..but his leg hit my leg..n i fell too..hey..that felt good..maybe i'm a bian tai..feeling good falling down..while playing n felling down..i rmb something dat my mother say "always chiong so much wen playing tis kinda of game..for wad.."yea..during the process today..i realise..i reali chiong alot wen playing team game..sports game of course..i just love the spirit..lots of ppl playing tgt..that's y i love playing floorball..love playing captain ball..n basketball..n maybe that's the reason y whenever i wana join the team..it will be disapproved by parents..cox chiong too much?whenever i play..i'll fall..from chionging..just like last time wen went to taiwan..there's tis resort..played basketball there..even wen the floor is so slippery..i still play like a mad person..n..result..blood..hahaha..slip n fall..2 times..!in just less than half an hour..hem..

well..now am not being able to sleep..cox of the hotness ard my hand and let..face not so bad..before i bath..it look like monkey backside..after i finish bathing COLD water..i looked so scary red that i dun even dare to look..blame no one..but the weakness of my skin..not being able to withstand the UV lights..n being too white..easily sunburned..n skin cancer..well..well well...

tired..but how..tml still need to chiong for database..found some motivation to move forward..after ytd night..some chatting on the phone...not sure why..but just felt it..

so..jia you jia you jia you!!even though its hard..but i'll stil at least try..at least i did try...

Love is sour and bitter.

Saturday, December 01, 2007

-- lost again.. --

3 test gone...1 assignment..just handed up today..left one more....study..currently going abit rough..too many things coming together at once...project...part not yet done...and next friday is presentation..2 presentation...project and comm skill presentation..oh yar..comm skills slide...not yet completed..teacher complain too short..need to make it longer..i wonder how..cycle & carriage...chosen wrong company..

well..my perl practical..hm...only the 3rd question get full marks..so its a confirmed 5/25...the 1st 2 question..total of 20 marks..are unknown..ah...molecular biology..hm..my mcq gone case..the rest..unknown.only the labelling..full marks..tell me..how dead am i??

cca...well..just ytd i told shushan everything was going well..and the 2 new committee members are quite good..but know what..today..problems suddenly come..all at once..yl suddenly call me this morning to tell me that she's very stress..and complain to me about M.Y..another committee members who i thought will be quite fine..who i tot i can hand all my things to them..she told me that M.Y suddenly dun wana come for meetings..i was like.."huh..but she ytd just contacted me wanting for the keys to the club room.."she say that's what she told her ytd..so i contacted M.Y pretending i don't know anything..

me: hey..what time and where i going to meet u to give u the keys later?
M.Y: I'm not going to the meeting, so you pass it to yl, she end lesson at 2pm.
me: why?and its not meeting, just counting of the goody bags and changing dates for the banner.
M.Y: Yup, today meeting is about banner. i'm not coming as i nid to study for my tests.

half an hour lata...

she send me another sms...

M.Y: i dont tink i wan be in the committee as i nid to concentrate on studies as tis sem is difficult, but i'll continue to be a member in geo council.

tell me what i should reply...i didn't reply in the end as i move on to handle another committee member...yl...

she meet me at block L lvl 5 outside, when i was having lessons..i went to meet her awhile..and she cry in front of me...saying very stressful..M.Y tis n that..J.N tis n that...thn M.L tis n that...
what do u tink i can say..when my committee members are stress n one by one go on strike..wad can the president do?the president will become heavier n heavier as the vice-president was away on attachment...so the president now got to handle so many things tgt..

yar..what happen to y.l after she came all the way n cry in front of me..i can nothing but just to say...go back home and rest ba..i'll settle it...

did i settle it?nope..the president is stucked as well...

some personal reasons and matters add on more to it...so the only person standing is almost down too..lost in the jungle..don't know where to start and end..

very nice hor..adding salt n vinegar...

hey..its not the end..ytd..receive a call from SEG club president..saying he's not sure whether can he get people as its exam week...so i tell him just try..n he's trying...and know what happen today when the president is walking n walking..trying to move on?i receive another sms...from y.l telling me another bad news..n after that she forwarded another email...here it goes..

Dear Yee Leng,

Sorry for the late reply. I'm replying on behalf of Tommy, VP of SIT Club.

We thank you for the honour of inviting us to participate in your annual Green Campus Day event. Regrettably, it happened to fall on our ICA week and most of us would be having common tests. In addition, 12 December happened to be the last day of SIT Club's Christmas event.

We're apologetic that our club is unable to participate in your event. We hope to have other opportunities to work together in the future.

With Regards,
Tobias Teo
SIT Club Vice-president

yea..well..so be it then..so the president stop moving on and went lying on the bed..doing nothing...only stand up after 3hrs plus..10pm plus..suppose to contact Mr Guru..but too late..he's off to india now..n i wonder when will he be back..will i still be alive when he's back..n wad will happen to the banner?will i still be standing?

well..maybe that's why people say heaven always like to play with normal human creatures..everything come together...

at least for me..

so be it then..

Love is sour and bitter.