Tuesday, January 30, 2007
-- twelve days.. --
twelve days ler...i've not recovered yet..but at least my sore throat is gone?is this a good news?hmm...now..the worst thing is my cough..making me having sleepless night for straight few days..the cough..ah...never in my life..did i have so many days of coughing before...as for fever..it comes and go..when it comes..it comes fast..and not so high(meaning..still can walk..but will dizzy)..when it goes..it goes fast too...
well..finish the whole bottle of "pi pao gao" in one day..and now am drinking the "pi pao lu"..introduced by my ah gong...has given up on the doc's medicine..after it is taking away my apetitte..and making me fan wei early in the morning...and the medicine turned red in color..tink i shaked the bottle too much ler..hm...
well...sometimes accidentally ate chicken and some food that will worsen my cough..which only after i bought the food then realise it..gave up eating after the more i eat..the worse my cough get...drank lots of herbal tea..cough tea..and bla bla..wadever tea u can name..in courtesy of fren and all...but..still..it is still here...
ah..i miss jogging..i miss chay kway teow..i miss fried oyster..and lotsa lotsa food that having cough can't take...when..when..when can i hab it...ah....
anyway...UAT is over..manage to escape doing some lousy pages..which is realiy damn lousy..realise that actually i hab 11 use cases instead of 7..which is gona killed me..guess i've the most use cases from them all..well...i think wad xz say of me is true...ah..wad's gona happen to me during attachment...will it stil be there?gosh...nervous..excited..scared...afraid...tremble..scream..shout..ahhhhhhhhhh..................
sorry...got too emotional...
tot that after UAT...i can rest...but..ah...now that ms cher clarify that i can actually continue to do for my final presentation...i just can't add new use cases...i'm crying out loud now...have been thinking that..it's gonna end soon..after that i can slowly rest at home and make my health life extend..but guess that's goona wait again ler...damn...
realise that i've got into some shit..
and realise that evon and tf have sort of become "haters of each other"...cause of proj..how did it happen...well..long story..shan't talk long crap...
today is eugene's bdae...29th jan..well was walking in causeway point today..me and xz..then evon came to mit us at around 314pm plus..then i told them that eugene's bdae is today..so we started searching for his bdae present..search for very long..realise that..what we wanted to buy for him..he won't wear..until around 350pm..then we started heading towards the mrt station..lessons starts at 410pm..only got 20mins back..
reach sch at 430pm..decided that we each buy him his fav apple kiwi drink..abit cheap skate though..but that's that..no choice..we went in to lab..walk towards him..he was toking to fulin..so we waited..for very long.until we shout his name..then he turned..as planned...xz start first..by saying..happy birthday..and she pushed out the packet drink to him..saying tis is his bdae present..to be drank during his breakfast..then..my turn came..saying that tis is his bdae present..to be drank during his lunch..then evon turn..hers to be drank during dinner..lolx..stupid lar..after that..we told him that.."now..xz gona sang a r&b bdae song"..stupid lar..but he's still quite touched..better than nothing right..hem...
anyway..gonna go sleep ler..suddenly so many nanny come out asking me to go sleep.ah..fine..i shall go sleep then...
Love is sour and bitter.
Sunday, January 21, 2007
-- throat infection... --
hey hey hey...sick from thursday till now..last night..i mean wednesday..wed night..not relali night..ard 1am plus..realise my throat a bit sore..so went to drink herbal tea..who knows..the next day..morning..when wf called me to wake up for sch..realise i got a headache and sore throat..whole body aching..after i told him i wake up..i went back to sleep..with the air con off...and the blanket covering my whole body..was feeling damn cold..and whole body aching that i don't wana wake up..msg him to ask him go sch first..when i decide not to go for life science lect..as i was sick..thn msg fulin to tell her to sign my attendance for me..then went back to slp..
at 10am..panda called..but didn't have the energy and voice to answer..so i jus let it ring..oops..hem...so he msg me telling me no lect..oh..luckily i nv torture my own body to go sch and wait for the 2 hr..jus when i went back to slp..fulin called again..think she wanted to tell me no lect too..didn't answer the fone..then many many msg came..jonathan..minwei..shushan...wf...fulin...but i jus let it ring..too sick to move..1030am..mother came knocking on my door..told her no lect so no nid go sch..n went back to slp..1130am..she came knocking on my door again..wanting to ask whether i wan to have my breakfast already..but realise i still slping..then i told her i headache..when i about to tell her i not going sch ler..thn suddenly rmb...chew today giving hints...thn argh..forget it..went to switch on the radio loud loud..thn brush up myself n go sch..asked my mother to fetch me to sch..since it was 1210pm le..but i still at home..but she busy..need to go somewhere else..so forget it..
reach sch at around 1250pm..10 mins more chew's lect ended..so i waited outside the lect hall..what for u go in when left like 10mins more of lect..n know what..i actuali can sleep sitting down on the staircase for that 10 mins..the 1st person to rush out was wf..hm..he saw me..thn i was like trying to run away...doesn't want anybody to see..thn realise nobody is out yet..hm..he say he's going to rush down to see me..hmm...no comments..speechless..like 2-3 mins later..saw xz come out..so i go find her..funny..she was like calling me and i like calling her..end result "both service provider said that our hp did not switch on"...
the gals went to eat..while i went to lab..where wf help me on my proj..its like more than a wk ler..and my proj still stuck on create...and time is running out...so he helped me do my view..haven tested whether the view works anot..but he said "it should work"..was too sick to say anything..
drank the ling yang...courtesy from somebody...drank herbal tea..and lotsa water..still headache and sore throat..whole body still aching even though mei mei massage my shoulder for me..the next day...that xz who claims wanted to buy liang teh for me..said that her mother bought 2...one for her and one for her sis...then she wanted to bring hers for me..in the end..cause she say its nice..she finish drinking hers..so she decided to bring her sis de for me..who knows..her sis already start drinking ler..bo xin!hahahaha....after sch...meet apss for dinner..nan de!!!everyone turned up..its really a miracle..i mean its like..everytime when we miting..its like will have 1 or 2 cannot come..tis time..i saw everyone..well..i reached at 8pm..which we said to meet at 7pm..then yangu reached at 836pm..huikhim left at 845pm...shiyun..best!reach at 915pm!!!!know what..we went pizza hut..with my throat that sore..i still agree to go pizza hut..well..pf requested wad..so..okie lor..since i've already ate chicken rice before that..
when everyone was having their pizza..i was like there..hey..cannot liddat..i ate chicken rice at ard 6pm..if i dun eat..later at nite confirm hungry..so i order a cup of hot chocolate and 6 drumsticks..then everyone started scolding me when my order came..sore throat sick and all..still drink hot chocolate...make my throat worse..still eat drumsticks..more worse!!just now still eat chicken rice..more more worst!!sorry lor..i nv tink so much eh..
we were talking talking talking..until ard 10pm..then i realise..woah..so late le ar..and my mother didn't call to say wana come fetch me..she forgot about me ler!!and worse..my phone almost no batt ler..so called my sis..she jus reach home...with my parents..realise my parents employee came..hem..okie..forget it lor..thn i go home myself..told her anything..call net..since my phone no batt ler..my sis..another weirdie lar..called me at ard 8-9pm..just to tell me she still in office..wad..wana show that u very busy ar...*pui*!...booooooooooo...................hahahahaha....
after we settle the bill...we were standing outside of pizza hut chatting..amazing huh..chat for another half an hr..then yun's mother called..so i called it a day..dun wana lata her mother come finding me to return yun to her..hem!!got suan by them for not going to meeting for 4 times straight ler..so decide..i'll go the sat meeting...wf told me he's waiting for me outside mac..he's just back from town with a dinner with his fren..so okie lor..then i go find him..then he acc me home..on the way home..damn suay lar..kena bird's shit..again!!!2nd time at the same spot..total no of times that i kena bird shit is 5 times!!OMG!my father told me that in his so many so many yrs of life..he only kena 2 times before..and i was like only 18..i kena 5 times ler!!!gosh!!m i a bird hunter in my previous life!?!?!?
sat..woke up..argh..damn..throat damn pain..no voice can come out..reali no voice eh..like when i talk..all that come out is air..so went to drink herbal tea..ah..got voice ler..so msg the csc club de ren with deepest apologies that i can't attend the meeting once again..5th time now..its not i dun wana go lor..its like..where gt ppl go meeting without a voice de..ask her to update me regarding the open hse after the meeting ended..and i'll try to get things done asap...
yun msg me..to scold me..2 msg..1st.."wei..u toopid ar..no go mitin..thn no come k"...2nd msg "wei...y u nv go mitin again..wana get scolded ar?"...hem....i no voice how to go k...no voice how to meeting..that malini from csc club de ren..very efficient..called me during the meeting and tell me what they need and all..then after the meeting ended..they called me again..tell me what need to be done..told her fastest i can give her is by tuesday..since gt to do entre and proj..thn she say too late..cause by tues..all 8 clubs need to gather and share info ler..asked her to state a date..she say by tml!!damn lar...
hem..oh fine..to redemn myself...the whole afternoon..instead of doing my entre..i was doing the report for the open hse and all...have finsih doing now..the only thing left is to wait for susan to send me our club logo and fill up the nessecery things..and i can email her my things ler..hem!after that..the only thing left is to find at least 2 members for each day of the open hse to maine the booth ler..
argh..dun say ler..now go bath..thn gt to rush my entre ler..financial not done..cause its poa...which none of my members in my grp study before..thn after that got to do ppt ler..ciaoz..have a nice day..
ps: hope my throat will be okie by monday..cause got presentation!!lata no voice come out..!!argh!!!
Love is sour and bitter.
Sunday, January 14, 2007
-- 5 updates ... --
its been long since i've blog..so..erm..i jus update what i remember...
1st..my system demo..quite successful..i guess..to me..as it works..and not cheating ms cher that it work..it really work..why do i say that..mark cheated to her that it work..he told me..well how he do that..just make few pages..and when click wad..will go wad page..just nice..
2nd..was life science lesson..its 2wks!!last wk...when i reach sch bus stop..people called and told me that..after waiting for like 20mins in the lecture hall and not one teacher turned up..a student called the lecturer..and the lecturer announced that there is no lecture..hmm..and if u were wondering..yes...lesson starts at 1010..and its 1030 at that time..and i am still at the sch bus stop..now what..i go sch to wait for 2 hr for the next lesson to start..this wk..its the same again..this time..its cause the teacher was sick or wad..not cause there's no lectures..funny thing was..different people tell me different timing of when the lesson ended..ard 1030..when i reach the sch bus stop..susan told me lesson ended..when i reach the sch..thn teck hwee told me that lesson ended..and i gt scolded by minwei..okay..well..not really scold..just some sort like tease me or wad..cause morning..when he called me and told me he dun wana go..i scolded him and asked him to come..well..he did come..but there's no lesson..and he's blaming me for not having enuff sleep..grr..
3rd thing...was the nyp open hse meeting..didn't go for meeting..well..i got to wait 4 hrs for that meeting eh..so i stay in lab to do my os pract 5 de exercise 8..got to be handed in..the meeting was at 330pm..my ex 8 not done yet..and i was lazy to go..so sms jason to c if he's going..but he didn't reply me..realise the next day that he got the athletic bathon thingy..well..he told me he got scolded by people from csc club de ren that not one person from GEO turned up for that meeting..but what mr guru said was "who cares about the nyp open house..bla bla bla.."life's hard huh..u can't please everyone..wonder is that the reason that that's why people wana go for enlightenment..
4th thing..about my relationship stuffs..yes..about wwf...it was decided that..if we graduate..i have feelings for him..and he still have feelings for me..then we will start one..i don't know whether this is right..but hey..we will still remain as friends...still will go out together...but somehow..like what i tink..its stupid..and like what he tink..its childish..but..i guess that's the only thing to do?isit?not sure..though its good to have a person doing so much for u...but somehow..i think its not worth it..since i have high expectations..and i wana kip my relationship a secret..as in...i wana remain having the status of being "single"..observing the surrounding circumstances around me..i guess..having the status of "single" is the best..that's what he dun wana..he dun wana act in front of the klz..which i wan him to..i dun wana let our klz de ren know..i dun wana people like fulin..evon and eugene to tok about it..i guess that's why the only end result will be this bahz..or will there be other end result?i'm not sure..but that's that for now..
last time..GEO sucks...doesn't mean their purpose sucks..their purpose of saving earth is what i wanted in the first place..but somehow they are just not doing the purpose..okie..maybe its just cause i got to do so much for it that's why it sucks..what i predict is : it will fall..like internet club..gone..deleted from the nyp club's list...maybe it wun fall in my batch..or in my next batch..but it will fall eventually...so..good luck!
Love is sour and bitter.
Friday, January 05, 2007
-- go or not go...go or not go... --
2 days of school have past...for now..it has been going quite well..i guess...just that not happy with my dmid results..i rmb in pri sch and secondary school..everyone likes mcqs the best..will beg and lick our teachers' boots just to ask them to test us only on mcqs....
but now..i guess it would be the other way round..i would beg and lick my teacher's boots to don't give me mcqs..mcqs are a killer for me..its always the mcqs which pull me down..section B...no mcqs..if not i forgot bout one of the reasons for bla bla bla..i would get full marks..but section A..all mcqs...oh sucks..i fail that part..same goes for OS...pract..no mcqs..all just codes..can get full marks..but theory test..ah....stupid mcqs..
anyway..for my project..my create part is done..hehex..thanks ar!..you know who you are...hmm...going on to my update part..but before that..gonna write my resume first..got to hand in tml..and i realise i forgot all the names of thse certificates and awards that i've got..though i think those are shitty shit de achievements..well...but..hmm..better than leaving it blank right..
18yrs of living..came to a conclusion...life is cruel and black..i mean...even if you are in pri sch..there'll be black and white..in staff room..in principal office..and even classroom..same goes to sec sch...coming down to poly now..at least..i saw a person who's totally fair and square..not even abit lenient to me..but hey..it doesn't matter to me..you don't give me that marks..jiu don't give me..since its my fault forgetting to hand in..but what matters to me is the justice that that person let me see...i mean..that person stand on the way of what that person thinks..and not cause of that person's boss saying "no..you should follow what i say"..and change one's own mindset..good..keep it up...!!the only person i see not licking boots and all...jiayou!
realise this afternoon after mw called me that the one who called me on sun/mon..forgot when..was not panda but mw..hohoho...and i keep thinking is panda...eh..cannot blame me though..cause both of you de house number looks the same..both have the numbers "3", "5", "2" and "1"...whatever..
again..my confidence went down..when thinking about the responsibilities of mine in geo council..i'm afraid of it fall under my rule..afraid of not gettin enough members for the coming club crawl..afraid of failure events organise by me..afraid of different opinions with guru/peiling..yea..i know..peiling is jus a yr 1 student..but hey..she's not only a yr 1 student..she was in jc before that...the president of her sch green club...she won any green award before..making her my successor after i graduate..and that's one thing i worry too..she joined GEO..not cause of cca points..not cause of having fun..but cause that she really have the idea of "saving the earth.."..those green mind..jus of her mindset..could end her in trouble having different views with the boss up there..those lecturers looking at us..
what lecturers think:
do wadever you can to make NYP known of its green..
do wadever you can to promote geo council..
make us once in headlines of the newspaper again...
mind the money you spend..we got budget...
if u wana held events in the atrium..make sure u gt tons of attention..people from outside and inside will be lookin at you..
what peiling think:
simple...save the earth...
3Rs...
complains of the events not effective and comprehensive enough..meaning..we are suppose to save the earth..but we went to collect newspaper and cans..all kinda garbage..and create more garbage..letting people to use those garbage we collect to create a scarecrow..or some sort of creature..
ah...how m i going to survive..
tml...when during my breaktime..going to find guru..okie..maybe not really find him..jus go his office and use his computer..to enter the relevant cca points..giving to members who particiapte in our events..sat...
sat is the thing i'm wondering about..some guy..didn't manage to get his name..i mean he told me twice..but i erm..was sorta not listening..told me nyp pal gt events..ask me go support..from 1-7pm..u see ar..if i go the event..my kbox and kpool is out..but if i don't go..its like abit not responsible?i'm suppose to be communicating with different people coming from different clubs and society..i'm suppose to da hao guan xi..so as to path a way for my club..but..i'm abit tired..what if later i become the committee of nyp pal again...i'm tired...
ah..what should i do..should i go???!!?!??!?!?!?!?!!???!?!?!???!?!?!?!??!?!?!?!?!!???!?!?!???!?!?!?!??!?!?!?!?!!???!?!?!???!?!?!?!?
?!?!?!?!?!!???!?!?!???!?!?!?!??!?!?!?!?!!???!?!?!???!?!?!?!??!?!?!?!?!!???!?!?!???!?!?!?!??!?!?!?!?!!
Love is sour and bitter.
Tuesday, January 02, 2007
-- lyrics..ahhhhhhhh.......... --
An singer's song whose lyrics i like...
歌曲：爱我别走
歌手：张震岳
专辑：秘密基地
我到了这个时候还是一样
夜里的寂寞容易叫人悲伤
我不敢想的太多
因为我一个人
迎面而来的月光拉长
身影漫无目的地走在冷冷的街
我没有你的消息
因为我在想你
爱我别走
如果你说
你不爱我
不要听见你真的说出口
再给我一点温柔
爱我别走
如果你说
你不爱我
不要听见你真的说出口
再给我一点温柔
我到了这个时候还是一样
夜里的寂寞容易叫人悲伤
我不敢想的太多
因为我一个人
迎面而来的月光拉长身影
漫无目的地走在冷冷的街
我没有你的消息
因为我在想你
爱我别走
如果你说
你不爱我
不要听见你真的说出口
再给我一点温柔
爱我别走
如果你说
你不爱我
不要听见你真的说出口
再给我一点温柔
(music)
爱我别走
如果你说
你不爱我
不要听见你真的说出口
再给我一点温柔
爱我别走
如果你说
你不爱我
不要听见你真的说出口
再给我一点温柔
ah...and shit...i think my sis is a les...she put one of my pic as the computer's wallpaper...Love is sour and bitter.
