Saturday, December 09, 2006
-- yea..no worries..still single.. --
hey..i gt alot to say..but its all about some current relationships..
tuesday..after night class...wf was waiting for me at the traffic light there..it all started last friday or saturday..i forgot..we were talking about something..then we decide to walk together...cause same way..then i got bus to take also..but i was actually not serious..hmm..then tuesday..he's really there..so..we walk walk walk..to blk 617..where he live..then cross the road..my bus stop..since bus haven come..we walk one more bus stop again..n one more..then bus came..i board the bus and he went home..
wednesday..got event..it was a failure..damn failure..dun wana talk about it ler..so damn failure that jason..hm..got so stress..n his tears flow..yes..dun understand why...he's the..so many guys that i seen...yea yea..u know..seen..bla bla bla..anyway..went back lab to continue doing entre after event..xz n evonne still there..do until 618pm..they went off..i continue doing..dun like tings to be done halfway..but do until 1830hr..lab close ler..so went off..it was raining damn heavy..of coz..was tokin with wf in msn oso..told him i go home ler..since lab close ler..then he msg me..say he come find me..but hey..its damn heavy de rain eh..tink he's reali mad..n he gt no umbrealla also..hem..walk until traffic light..saw him at the opp of traffic light ler..so he acc me walk again..both wet..i duno i'm crazy or wad..i suggest/was joking to walk few more bus stops..then he say okie..so erm..we started walking..under the rain..hmm..walked for 3/4 bus stops..until huiting's hse..thn..bus came..we were damn damn wet..bus ride was just 5 mins..so u can imagine how far we walk..hmm...was feeling damn silly and stupid..why do tis sorta tings..hmm...n i still didn't bath straight away when i reach home..coz i hungry..went to eat first instead..feeling abit hot at nite ler..so immediately went bath after dinner...but..hey..dun worry..i'm alright..no sick..maybe coz i bath damn hot de water..
thursday..gt event again..milk concert..so didn't went for dmid de lect n os tut..since gt excuse letter..find those fans stupid..he's just stepping on the stereo speaker to sing...and they started screaming..what for..crazy!hm..anyway...when milk concert start..n there's nothing we can do only sit there see him perform..not like when concert haven start..so damn busy..me n xz went to the stadium jus beside..klz having napfa mock..went to support them..after milk's concert..was hungry..n its 8pm ler..actuali they gt provide us with buffet dinner...but..dun feel like going there to eat..maybe coz too tired..so went to grassroot club to eat the chocolate fondue with xz..wf call me..told him in grassroot club eating..we ate damn long..until 930pm plus..still haven finish..so call my mother to come fetch me..since its damn late..thn wf told me he outside grassroot club waiting for me..gosh..damn..what for..haix..told him that parent coming to fetch..then he went home..feeling guitly..hem..
friday...wf asked me to msg him when i went home..and he mit me at the traffic light..same..so he acc me walk to amk central..went straight to 7-11..to top up my ezlink...saw the alan...hmm..he tot i alone..i try to act that i'm alone..yar..n i made it..we went pool after that..saw yuwan..gim yee..goldie locks..n one gal..forgot her name ler..hem..they tot wf is my bf..hem..well..gim yee n goldie locks..join us for few games..as they requested..hem!shit..then let wf found out bout my name in sec sch..n now he kip calling me that..until he scare i angry..then he stop..after the games..gim yee gave me money..but i dun wana take..so run run run..thn he give wf..he oso dun take..weird huh..he so bu she de his monie de..after tt gim yee put the money on the chair n went off to her table..wf treat me to pool sia..asked him how much..kip dun wana tell..say wad 200 bucks..but i tink quite ex bahz..we were there playing for more than 2 hrs..hm...basically..he jus wana pay for all my expenses..which is an act of bf..hm..
anyway..i switch off my phone tt time..coz fulin kip callin me..so used his phone to call sis..meet her in amk lib..so we went amk lib to wait..nothing to do..so was tokin..n playing with his hp..taking fotos..bleah :P...n saw he tong pai me..2 photos!!grr...i have deleted it ler :D...received sms from panda..thn i realise..shit..i nv hand in my peer evaluation form..shit shit shit..hem...thn wf suggest taking taxi back to sch..he pay..hmm..rejected by me..but thinking he very kelian..coz ytd he gt napfa..thn his whole body ache like hell ler..still need to acc me walk here walk there..we reali walk back to nyp..nobody gt admin card..left mine with ss..n he left it at home..so we can't go in to the lab..well..luckily gt softcopy..so asked panda help me send thru email..tt panda!forgot my pwd..tt i need to say out..thn wf heard it ler..kip askin bout tt pwd story..hm..anyway..he say take taxi again..but i say no..ex..so walk back to amk lib again..sit down at cafe waiting for sis..so damn long..until i call her..asking where she is..me..waited for half an hr..thn realise..she reach 15mins ago ler..hm...so wf went home..poor thing..hem..told me today he cannot walk ler..hmm..nvm..
ps:left is the photo i take when i bored waiting for sis...
anyway..
1 thing i wana declare..
it may seems we are together..but..yea..even though..its true..that he treat me very good..very good..keep trying to gan dong me...even when i say no..he still say "i'll continue to jiayou de"..hmm..we are still not together...
i have suo fu myself ler..yes..its very very appealing..but..i'm still young..still wana enjoy life as single..n i have told him that..i'll only start a relationship at least only at the age of 20..i dun wana to be tied down by a relationship...
so..yar..i can only say..i feel guilty...that he treat me like a princess..which he keeps calling me that..but..too bad..i reali reali..dun wana...so..we r still frens..maybe closer frens bahz...even when tf call him when we are together..i have told him not to tell tf that we are together...i jus...yea..not ready..i guess so..sometimes..i also duno wad to do..when he..treat me so good..oh..nvm..i have write enuff..got to move on to proj..nxt blog..thn i shall update on today outing..
Love is sour and bitter.
