Wednesday, April 18, 2007
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ah..wf jus called me..and told me that xz chatted with him jus now..and she's quite sad...cause..well..i meet wf more thn i meet her..start to think..yar..why..then realise..cause..wf will come and find me during lunch or after work?but..xz..well..cause she's helpingout at her father's side..then we can't really meet..only on weekends..but..weekends..for me..is cca..cca and cca again..and u can see how my rest day ended up in cca..andthe words i heard from han wee..see u can see how big the stone is one me..
well..she say she quite sad..the whole holiday..we only met once..ah..now i realise..yea..that's true..was like concentrating very well with resolving TERS and all..after that call..i got distracted..start to think about xz..i know i miss her..but..hm..its okie..but then..after wf told me that xz told him that she miss me alot..i was like..ah...can't concentrate ler..and i decided..to meet her on the 28th of April..which is oneday before her birthday..shall treat her to dinner as her birthday gift..yes..i shall dothat..ah..remembering the days..where we were crazy tgt..going toilet to da pian tgt..shouting and screaming..running ard the sch tgt..the days..where she kip scolding me stupid...but i can actuali c dat..inside she knows i can do it..she knows i'm clever..the days where she'll help me do my stuffs..when i'm not in the mood..or when i wana slp..the days where i'll hear her crap..and us..singing oldies and rapping stupid songs tgt..hm...ah...
she has been telling ms cher..ms lo..the people in our klz..how good we are in sch..and all..but when reach holiday..its like we become strangers..cause i was like too busy tomeet her..yes...i admit guilty...ah..........!!damn..really feeling guilty...hmm...
ah..put all my extra/rest time on cca..result i get: han wee tellin me the crap..fren sad..not being able to see me..ah...
this is what i get????nice..very nice..
Love is sour and bitter.
