Sunday, December 02, 2007
-- sentosa.. --
went to sentosa today with my class..before that..went harbourfront center to eat mac breakfast...while lining up to buy tickets..guess wad..yl's mother call me..telling me her daughter sitution..n ask me to spare her the stress...i was like..wow..her mother..n i wonder..how many people parents actually talk to me on phone...that guy's mother..jia min's father..yangu's father n mother..hong yan's mother..my nan ren de mother..n now..add on one more..yl's mother..wad can i say other than asking her to rest more..when her mother told me her daughter's illness fu fa..knew something was not right wen saw her house phone number tis morning..my brain kip telling me not to answer the call..but my heart still make me answer it..so well conclusion..wad i told her is "dun worry so much..dun stress so much..rest more..i'll take care of everything.." i sound so easy huh..but i guess that's the only thing i can say to a stressed out person?i can only say its my fate..and its not too good right?wen people told me 2 days ago "i treat u as a TRUSTED FRIEND so i'm telling u bla bla bla"..yea..since ppl already declared fren to me..wad else can i do..?take care of all things then..guess i gt no other choice..do i?thoughts of abandoning the club keeps floating up..but too bad..its a things call 'responsibility'...
reach siloso beach..guess wad..saw jason there..jason pan...playing volleyball..
klz starts playing with frisbies(not sure of the correct spelling)..thn street soccer..thn rugby..thn captain ball...with intervals of them going down the water..well..of course..me stay away from water..phobia phobia..dun ask y..
n know wad..while i was resting under the tent..guess who i saw..sher n bf...cool sia..one small little place can see 2 familiar persons at one go..
jason came to chat with me...complain to him all the cca thing..trying to hint him of the garbage..lolx..but he jus smile..n talk of gathering..oh..nice smile..hem..ah!
the klz wen marina bay for buffet steamboat dinner..zhen fa huo hai xiang..while me..went grandfather house..been long since i went..can see the smiling face of grandparents wen they saw me..maybe should go up more often?hm..but..but...but....yea...u know...
felt pain..needles of pain..from sunburned..my both hand have a whole stretched of red..legs too..but my face..only the lower parts hab..as the upper parts cover by my hair so no sunburned there..hurt myself too..just a small injury...from the playing of those games..fell down quite alot of times..first time was wen playing frisbies..wen snatching with th...he fell first..while trying to catch..but his leg hit my leg..n i fell too..hey..that felt good..maybe i'm a bian tai..feeling good falling down..while playing n felling down..i rmb something dat my mother say "always chiong so much wen playing tis kinda of game..for wad.."yea..during the process today..i realise..i reali chiong alot wen playing team game..sports game of course..i just love the spirit..lots of ppl playing tgt..that's y i love playing floorball..love playing captain ball..n basketball..n maybe that's the reason y whenever i wana join the team..it will be disapproved by parents..cox chiong too much?whenever i play..i'll fall..from chionging..just like last time wen went to taiwan..there's tis resort..played basketball there..even wen the floor is so slippery..i still play like a mad person..n..result..blood..hahaha..slip n fall..2 times..!in just less than half an hour..hem..
well..now am not being able to sleep..cox of the hotness ard my hand and let..face not so bad..before i bath..it look like monkey backside..after i finish bathing COLD water..i looked so scary red that i dun even dare to look..blame no one..but the weakness of my skin..not being able to withstand the UV lights..n being too white..easily sunburned..n skin cancer..well..well well...
tired..but how..tml still need to chiong for database..found some motivation to move forward..after ytd night..some chatting on the phone...not sure why..but just felt it..
so..jia you jia you jia you!!even though its hard..but i'll stil at least try..at least i did try...
Love is sour and bitter.
