Wednesday, March 26, 2008
-- faIled... --
my life from last sunday..all studies and practising..
from last sunday..afternoon start..after lunch..i started to practise java..from year 1 sem 1..3 yrs of studyin java..only thing i know is:
"System.out.println("Hello World!");"
oh..and another thing..is to put semi colon after almost every statement..
reason: life's too good for me..every assignmment,project,tutorial..i've been spoon-feed..as in..people got the answers ready for me..my only job..is to only know the flow..do report..and hand in..
got a job as PROGRAMMER at IRAS..read the word "PROGRAMMER"..a job given to a person who only know how to print a line..so...to prevent me from getting fired from the company..the only thing that i can do..is to practise practise and practise..well i've been practising for one week..till now..is do till wk 8 exercise..to others..maybe is quite easy..but i tink i can consider myself improved!after so much sweat and headache..
and after one week practise..4 days later is ibm certification..so..time to study..so..from sunday onwards..i started to study ibm..BORING!!!SSSSSOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO BORING!!!now i'm more interested in practising java..no choice..still got to study..
well..the process are always hard..harder for me..why?here goes the story:
last nite..after finish studying chapt 5 and chapt 6..total got 8 chapts..i look at the qns..near to 20 qns..even though really tired..i pressed on..
okie!done!finish doing all the questions..now ready to get answers from yingjie..time to relax..
anyway..i was doing it on bed..so after finsihed..i just say "phew..." and put the paper down but still holding it..i fall aslp..tink ard half an hr lata..i woke up..the thought "DAMN!haven brush teeth.." made me jump up..so i sit up..and wanna walk to toilet to brush teeth..i put my both feet on the floor..ready to stand..so..i stand..and not sure why and how..i fall..whole body on whole..PAINFUL!!!hearing crack n croak..hem..tink is my leg..tink is "jiao ruan"..thn wa..really damn pain..that when i try to stand up..i cannot stand...2 times..
i stand..and i fall back straight again..
until when i slowly try to stand..and using my hand to support myself from the wall..then i was able to stand...didnt bother to check whether if my leg was alright..jus went straight to toilet to brush teeth..and switch off the light..and went back to sleep..
funny thing in my dream was..i dreamt of something..i was inside..handicap..using one leg to walk..
next morning..tink i still feel the pain..but when i am really awake that time..i start to wonder whether if the fall last nite was real or just a dream..cause i check for injuries..check for blue black..nothing..even try pressing my whole leg..bit by bit..part by part..no pain..but it doesn't seem to be a dream..its too painful to be a dream..and now i understand the feeling of those who cannot walk..its..undescribable..(how to spell?!?!)
anyway..went for medical check up today..no blood test!!YAY!!the doctor told me unless i'm over 25 then need...everything normal..except that he told me that my heart seem to beat abit slower..but he say its alright..since i did exercise..wonder why..gonna check it up...
one more damn sad damn sad de news...i failed my driving test...haix..next test...not gonna say..too supertitious...well..gonna go to bed now..and wake up early in the morning..to study for IBM CERT!!!I MUST PASS THIS!!REALLY STUDY HARD FOR THIS!!COX ITS TOO BORING!!DuN LET ME FAIL!!
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!
Love is sour and bitter.
